giveway.

Perricone giveaway join the fun.

a silly conversation

I was chatting with my lilo cousin. he's actually 11 and not that little, i think he's taller than me now. ahha

Purple.

Once again, i found another excuse not to do my school work. i should have been working on my research paper, but instead i am here blogging. ahah and i was putting on makeup.


I used a whole bunch of stuff. haha
the purples are from the 88 palette.

I am still here.

i still come on and check out the new post by all of you guys.
i dont know, i'm just too lazy to leave a comment most of the time. haha

everyone was blogging and posting like crazy, then came fall.
and now everyone is caught up in school and work :(

dollin' up.

I had some time to kill. actually i lied, i should really be working on my quiz. haha i'm such a procrastinator.

once again school and work consumes my whole life :(

it's been a while.

a lot has happened. school and work consumes most of my days and nights and on the weekend, i sit and chill. haha. so many things are going on right now, a novel and it wouldn't grasp all the things that i am going through and dealing with.

while i was gone, i got a few things over the past two months or so:

-Hard Candy ginormous lash; purple haze
-Hard Candy ginormous lash; mudslide
-Hard Candy shadow stick; star
-Hard Candy shadow stick; Celestine
-Hard Candy shadow stick; moody
-Hard Candy backed shadow duo; rock n roll
-Hard Candy backed shadow duo; high maintenance
-Hard Candy backed shadow duo; backstage pass

- Pop Beauty day to play clutch
- IMAN eyeshadow; Nutmeg
-Ardell heated eyelash curler
- Rimmel soft kohl eye liner pencil; pure white
-MAX factor eyeliner; shining armor

- Pop Beauty's day to play clutch

- L'Oreal telescopic Explosion mascara; black

My first MAC brush
- DSquared 165 tapered cheek/highlight brush

- Revlon beyond natural smoothing primer
- Clean&Clear oil absorbing sheets

i thought i knew.

you think you really know someone but then life throws you a motha fucken curve ball
and you start to question all the things you thought you knew.
and nothing makes sense anymore.
a piece of you is gone
and you are no longer in control of your own life.


the pain is here,
but the more i think about it,
the more the pain turns into anger and hatred.

i want the anger to go away,
but it remains,
because i am disappointed in you,
disappointed in the way you chose to handle the situation.

and nothing is the same anymore

but the worst part is:
if i never see you again.